N2 — outside your level filter

whether to do it or not — weighing an act against holding back

参加さんかしようかしまいか、りのまでまよっていた。

sanka shiyou ka shimai ka, shimekiri no hi made mayotte ita.

I went back and forth on whether to take part, right up to the deadline. neutral

こえをかけようかかけまいかまよったが、結局けっきょくだまってとおぎた。

koe o kakeyou ka kakemai ka mayotta ga, kekkyoku damatte toorisugita.

I hesitated over whether to say something to him, and in the end walked past without a word. neutral

(よ)うか〜まいか

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